I hate myself more than I hate him. I feel like I most have done something to deserve it.
I feel like nothing. I am nothing.
I don’t know how much longer I can deal with this fear, anxiety and panic. This self-hatred. This guilt. This depression. I just can’t do it anymore.
At first I thought I was getting better, that despite the numbness I could get through it. But suddenly I’m getting more flashbacks, more panic attacks, my anxiety is skyrocketing… Now I know I’ll never be okay again.
I hate life. It’s so unfair. I just wish I could….
Family vacation to the theme parks on the Gold Coast! First stop WET N WILD 💦 amazing skirt by @hunted_dreams crop @beginningboutique x